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“I can’t stand it to think my life is going so fast and I’m not really living it.” — Ernest Hemingway  (via genies)

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gilliandftba:

Only the best scene.

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Take a deep breath.
It’s okay to be scared.
You’ve been here everyday for a month.
You’ve had a set routine for a month.
You’ve been told what to eat, and when to piss, and when to smoke.
You’ve been told what to do and how to do it.
You’ve even been told what to wear even.
It’s okay to be scared.
Take a deep breath. It’ll be okay.

Say goodbye to the friends you’ve made here.
You’re going back to your regular life.
You knew you’d have to say good bye,
You just didn’t know that goodbye would come so soon.
Hug repunzel, and tell her you’ll miss her gold hair and country accent.
Hug kathy, and tell her you’ll miss her silly hotdog jokes and good life advice.
Hug mary, and tell her you’ll miss singing that stupid song abut belonging in a mental home.
Hug golde, and remember how much she reminds you of yourself only in her 60’s.
Hug hetts, and tell her you’ll be in that second row at her wedding.
Hug the nurses and try not to cry.
Take a deep breath.

Pack your bags.
Put your pillow and blanket away.
Fold your sheets.
Put your shampoo back in your bag.
Put back on your batman beanie.
Say good bye to your room.
Take a deep breath.

Smoke one more cigarette.
Sit down on your bench.
Remember all the conversations you had with the girls.
Remember how these people made you feel like you weren’t alone.
Remember that you have their numbers, and names.
Remember everything.
Never forget.
Take a drag of your cigarette.
Exhale.
Take a deep breath.

Hug your friend.
Understand that it won’t feel the same.
Understand that they won’t see you as the same person.
That they will always ask if you are okay.
That they will worry if you are okay when you just need to spend time alone.
Realize that they are still scared for you.
Realize that it is never going to change.
Sit silently all they way from Louisiana back to Texas.
Take a deep breath.
Take another.

Get out of the car.
Grab your bags.
Count the steps you have to take to get to your dorm room.
Take out your key.
Take a deep breath.
Open your door.
Take a deep breath.
Sit down.
Take a deep breath.
Don’t cry.
Take a deep breath.

Keep breathing.
Keep breathing.

It’s okay.
You’re okay.
Don’t panic.
You can do this.
It’s okay.

Keep breathing.
Don’t panic.
  Keep breathing.

” — keep breathing, Nessa Mcvea (via neverendingseaofwords)

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dabhabit:

When I was in the hospital
I was roomed with a schizophrenic
And she was the most gentle person I have ever met
There was a boy with a long deep slit across his neck
Who told very funny jokes
A girl who never spoke a word
Would draw the most beautiful pictures
The boy who shook with anxiety
Could hold the most intelligent conversations
Even the girl who screamed in her sleep and picked at her skin
Had a heart the size of the ocean
We are not who you think we are

I’m haunted by them I have no other way of saying it

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I am haunted by the kids I was hospitalized with, does anyone know what I mean when I say this? I remember their faces and stories and names and all the little things about them. I wonder what has happened to them, where they are, whether they’re going to kill themselves some day. I still see them everyday even though I’m not there with them. I felt like I betrayed them when I left. I need to know what happens to them. I need them to have a happy ending.

The final bows from Kristin’s last show. 

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acidic-rivers:

fake-mermaid:

it’s 2014 why don’t cute puppies fall from the sky yet

because they might hit the ground too hard and die

i did not think this through

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drunklydias:

just because your idea of a good time is curling up with a book and hers is doing tequila shots does not make you a better person than her

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